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Sara さら
23 June 2009 @ 02:17 pm
So I won't get a chance to post to this...
but if you want I have a Twitter now and you can look at that. Same name of course, Cwgrl_pnk.
I'm going to be there from tomorrow night until Sunday night.
I'll do my best to write all about the trip. Hence I remember to of course. I will if you remind me on Twitter! lol
Anyways, things are really good for me. :D
ttyl friends~!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
Sara さら
24 May 2009 @ 12:31 am
Both go hand in hand.
Both come when you get in a relationship.
Most times never as severe as the worst case scenario...
But volcanic when one never learns from their mistakes.

 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
Sara さら
11 May 2009 @ 09:27 pm
I'm busted broke and it's because I got a car and am in debt to my folks and brother! ^o^ woo~! Really sucks not having money though... especially when your boss won't pay you on time.. ugh! But eh... oh well I got a car now... just got insurance. Just gotta register it and fix the windshield, get it checked out by a mechanic and I'll be good to go!  =D

Other than that, things got rough between my lover and I... but I think it's calming down though. Just out of nowhere... since we ate at the spaghetti factory shit started happening. However, I'm letting things go. I don't wanna fight anymore.

Especially since I recently obtained insomnia again. >_<; I got this medicine that has HILARIOUS side effects:

You may do things in your sleep you won't recall doing, such as: 

  • Sleep driving
  • Sleep cooking
  • Talking on the phone
  • Having sex
If you decide to stay up after taking the medicine you might end up hallucinating. >.>;;;

Kinda scared to take it now... but then again... XD
I wanna see what I'll end up doing lol

Anyways... My car is a 2002 Honda Civic ex. It's silver. =P Its purdy!



 
 
Current Mood: indescribable
 
 
Sara さら
14 April 2009 @ 11:13 pm
Wow! The past three chapters of Naruto are so interesting! =D I can't wait for this weeks chapter...

Anyways, I got my haircut today and at first I didn't like it but now that I've styled it, it looks great! I finished all my school work [hopefully there are no secret credits they forgot to give me] and so that means I'll be getting my diploma soon. Which is a very good thing indeed! I'm starting to save my money better, which is something I NEED to start doing again. Since Kaylah got her new job I'll have an opportunity to make more money where I work because I'll be the only employee. This check will be nice so I'm going to save as much as I can from it. I do need to get two or three things with it though... ugh.

My Jakun, I always manage to make him sad. But I was glad that things rolled over smoothly in the end and that today we were in good company of each other. I'm still waiting for him to get off work of course... so he can come spend the night. <3 Woot!

I dunno... I am bothered by some things though. =\
& just missing some things, too. Although I can't really say why.  
-sigh-

I'll just bury it away for now... maybe it will rot away and I'll never feel this way again.
Actually, I'm quite hoping for just that...

Goodnight,

Sarahime
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
Sara さら
08 April 2009 @ 05:42 pm
I only have 2 units left of school!
Then I'll graduate! =D
It's about f**king time! Man I've been in high school for too long! =P 
Not even a year late haha! 
What's better is that I only have to write two 500 word book reports which is cake!
 


That means that almost all of this year's goals will be finished!
  1. Get License
  2. Graduate
  3. Get car [which will be done soon enough this month or next!]
So yeah, all of these short-term goals will be reached and I can't wait!
 
In other news, there really isn't too much going on with me. Just the rest of school and working a lot. Then there's also my awesome boufriend who helps me greatly in life. <3 Our anniversary date for our 'coming together' is on Sunday, which also happens to be Easter! Ugh, damn that holiday... but I get Jakun Sat night thru Sun morning which is just like last year on the 12th of April. :D So sweet it is. We went to Venice beach yesterday with Mike and I feel bad for Jakun because he spent like a hundred dollars when he really didn't want to. =\ I wanna make it up to him for buying me food twice yesterday even though he didn't have to... it probably wouldn't have been a big deal if Mike didn't have Jakun pay for his stuff, too... but eh.
I gotta do something for him though... ^_^ he does so much for me. & he better watch out when I get MY car... cause I'm going to drive us everywhere! =D Heck yes!!!

Well ttyl,
Sarahime
 
 
 
Current Mood: dorky
 
 
Sara さら
04 April 2009 @ 01:31 pm
Love them when they're two player games that way we can play together.
Love them when I'm alone so I don't have to be bored.

Hate one player games where I have to watch because I'm not good like you.
Hate it when it consumes a person to where they don't even hear what you say.

Love/hate video games.

ESPECIALLY right now.
 
 
Current Mood: irritated
 
 
Sara さら
01 April 2009 @ 03:56 pm

They're working me everyday this week!!! >O Not like I mind the hours but I hate it when they're spread throughtout week! Oi... Mannnn-za! I feel slow today too... Oh and my best friend Kaylah got a new job! Which means I'll get all their hours here at the gym! :O Unless they hire someone else.... >.>; Ohhh I'm getting colds... and my parents are supposed to be bringing me foods! >..< Fattening foods that I looooooves! <333 But hell, I'm thin so it wouldn't even matter! Might go to club lucky tonight... it was pretty cool last time. OH PARENTS ARE HERE!!! -ish working- wonder what they got me. Cheese fries! Woot!...... wow this stuff is pretty gross... :X I'll still eat it though.

I need to make more friends who actually read and comment...
That's why I LOVE [info]breyzyyin  
 
 
Current Mood: busy
 
 
Sara さら
31 March 2009 @ 11:21 pm
I hate waiting. >T
[that's my favorite face btw]

The sushi I had was extra delicious today! :D Vegetable tempura roll, yum! -ish vegetarian- MHM! And Marty [little brother's best friend] gave me his tiny bottle of Patron, oh yeah! Gotta pay him back like 8 bucks though when I get paid. >..< grrrr! Oh well, worth it if it's Patron...
I picked up my friend Lacey today, hadn't seen her in forever, it was fun. Mainly just talked. And smoked hookah. Wow, I sound like a baddy >P Drinking, hookah, etc...  does it count if my hookah shisha is tobacco free? :O

Anyways! Uhhhhhh... I'm supposedly getting money from my deceased grandmother tomorrow O.o
What am I gonna do with it? BUY A F++KING CAR! I neeeeeeeeeeed neeeeeeeeeeeed neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed one! Then uh after that if anything is left over [which I doubt] I'll.. I dunno. 

Wowza, things are fine again with Jakun -I believe- but I think I need to give him more space >..<
Always with him... I think it annoys him. 
I think he told me this too.. >.>;
I hate how I think sometimes... such a puppy I can be! 
I just love company. 
Before him, I was like this to Kaylah. >P Always with her... and my brother... never gave them any space either lol. 
Can't HELP it!!! I love to be around people. There's only certain times when I don't and that's personal hygiene times. 

Ew my breath smells like hookah. 

BYES!

 
 
 
Current Mood: silly
 
 
Sara さら
29 March 2009 @ 04:50 pm
After that call that ended in haste, my heart fell to pieces.
I couldn't even remember what I had said to ruin things.
I must've made him really mad, to have him hang up on me like that.
I just don't recall everything that happened.

I hate guys. 
They think we're so stupid, and even more when intoxicated.
I really do hope that little punk cried like the others say.
He deserved every painful word I said thinking I would spread my legs for him.

Upon waking up this morning, earlier than I wanted to wake up
I sent an apology via text to my lover. 
I tried to sleep once more, but awoke soon after.
I decided to call since Charizard had been silent. (my ringtone for texts is the GB Charizard sound)

On the second call, he answered and I said sorry the best I could.
He said he was fine with it. 
I didn't believe him. 
Especially when he hung up faster than usual.

My heart was tearing at this point. 
I hate apoligizing to people who won't accept it. 
Right then, letting go seemed nice.
But holding on, is always easier.

So after my shower, I treated myself to a movie.
Monsters vs Aleins wasn't really that funny...
Kids were crying too... one right next to me.
Bad expierence. 

And when I got to the movies there was this black mustang,
They went on my turn at the 4-way stop and taunted me.
I just drove where I was headed,
They decided to harrass me though.

They followed me until they saw I wasn't going to do anything.
I must have bored them.
So they left after a little bit.
I didn't want to park until they did anyways.

Sitting at home now, just typing this.
He seems to have accepted my apology now,
Since we've been talking halfway through the movie.
But things are still touchy.

Talking about it, I still don't remember though.
I feel like an idiot. 
But I'm smarter than that.
Just clumsier than usual.

Hopefully things will blow over soon.
But its not so breezy.
Things aren't so fun.
Just disappear.


 
 
 
Current Mood: morose
 
 
Sara さら
28 March 2009 @ 06:11 pm
Well it's trueeeeeueueueueeeeee!

I'm in a weird good mood! 
Maybe because of how I felt last night? >.>;
But I wanna party today! :O
So I'm gonna~! 

But Jakun is leaving... >T
Oh well... partytime without the lover...
I better behave tonight! ;D
Oh you know I will.

 
 
Current Mood: giddy
 
 
Sara さら
25 March 2009 @ 03:01 pm
I made some more icons.




ICONS )

 
 
Current Mood: crazy
 
 
Sara さら
17 March 2009 @ 04:48 am
So I finally made some icons.
They're crappy and all Naruto. Go look!
Preview:



please credit if used! :O
comments are nice, too! ♥

Check em out, ya? )
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Sara さら
15 March 2009 @ 12:48 pm
I never knew how much the lack of money could hurt a relationship. [I'm sorry honey.] But I had things to pay for that took up one whole paycheck [which wasn't much] and they needed to get done. This next week should be better. I'll get paid and I have nothing that I need to pay for, so the whole check is there for us to strive on. <3 Things will get better soon. I promise. I'm going to start storing money in a savings account, for days like this. And Aparently, I'm getting a credit card.... with GAARA ON IT! WOOOT!

Then again, I am not happy for other reasons as well. But who said LJ is for nothing but complaining?!

I'm going to go visit him at work, like he's done for me so many times. :D 
 

[edit]

Okay, so I'm back again...

& I've added a F/O banner to my journal. ^^

Visiting James at work was fuuuuuuuuuun~!

He's such a cutie >3

Anyways--------> Off to do... more waiting. =O

Cause I gotz no lifes and I have a weiner dog puppy jumping on my leg C-O-N-S-T-A-N-T-L-Y.

So yeah... might convince James to smoke some hookah with me tonight... which all the ones we bought ended up not smelling too nice. =[ Oh well, a buck each don't mattah. Next time I'll get Starbuzz though.

And I want to start making Icons again!!! OMG! XD

BYE~!
 
 
Current Mood: awake
 
 
Sara さら
12 March 2009 @ 12:05 pm
My horse got her teeth done. It was fast and thorough, and she didn't freak out too much. I'm glad I got that done, she needed it, but now I'm broke. [again.]

Dominic, one of my good friends, did my makeup last night and he did an awesome job. :D
He makes me happy because I get to talk about my relationship and he'll understand because he's going through the same thing.
Plus, he fed me yesterday... TWICE! AGH! He's so awesome! [I love food.]


But what I meant when I wrote the title, I'm not too thrilled with the way things are going right now.
I'm content but I'm not as happy as I could be. I know some of the reasons, but not all of them. 

I'll finish this post later.... 

bye for now.  


[edit]

Okay I'm back! And this time I have more news! 

So I made dinner for Jakun which consisted of: Kappa maki sushi, fried tofu, stir-fry veggies, rice, tea, and edaname. It turned out a lot better than I thought it would >.>;

But my family are jerks and gave me crap when they got home so I wasn't too thrilled about that. Especially since I was sleeping! I took a shower and during it James left- which panicked me!!! >.<

Now, I'm just bored. Have the munchies for sweets and I got wet hair that's driving me crazy.

Seems like I can't figure out anything interesting to write about these days... OMFG I JUST REALIZED THAT A NEW NARUTO CHAPTER MUST BE OUT!!! :O

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAAA!!!!

 
 
Current Mood: lonely
 
 
Sara さら
10 March 2009 @ 08:24 pm
I had a good day yesterday & today. <3
♥♥♥♥♥
Yesterday, even though I had to go to the dentist then go back again because they filled my tooth wrong, it was nice to spend the day with my lover. He bought me some socks & a nice shirt. I felt like crap that day cause I was tired, but when James made me some good dinner I felt better. [He's a better cook than me.]
♥♥♥♥♥
Today, James came over a little after I woke up & we--- 'bonded' twice just before we exercised. I took my horse out & Jakun walked/jogged/ran with us. We were gone for a good while. Princess turned on a few horses & got some of her energy out. >P Lol. Then when we finally got home, we showered 'bonded' some more just before he knocked out on my bed. He's adorable & I'm so happy he went with me today. I like having someone to talk to when I ride.
♥♥♥♥♥
He's still asleep now, I believe, & I'm just awake.
I'm going riding again tomorrow & Jakun is going to come with me again; only this time we're meeting up with his friend Lyndsey who also rides horses & lives close to me.
I hope tomorrow will be fun, too!
[After I go back to the dentist, I mean.] 
Goodbye for now!
Sara-hime
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Sara さら


One of those rough days.

When your best friend and boyfriend go at it... you never know who's side to take. So in the end you end up taking your own side and just staying out of it to avoid any conflict between them. I've already been upset with one of them during one point of the night, and the other I was having a blast with. Although, things that needed to be said were said and I totally respect my best friend for doing so... I just wish that so much drama didn't surround me all the time.

I love them both. So much.

& I'm getting sick. =[
 

Dominic made me happy though. 
He keeps me positive.
 

 
 
Current Mood: complacent
 
 
 
Sara さら
02 March 2009 @ 02:13 pm

Yo!
           So! I work at ladies workout express now, and have been since September of last year. Dunno if the place still wants to fire me though [for what?] for not cleaning in front of the members. [Lame!] I'm sitting here bored, even though I just got here at 2, because no one but me is in here right now. Whatever though! I have plenty of homework that will keep me busy tonight! I got an even longer shift today so least I'll have the internet to occupy me when I take breaks or finish all my homework.
          My honey came and saw me today before I had to go to work. <33333 I'll leave it at that... don't wanna sound like a pervert! =P You don't know what he looks like do ya?! Oh my, well I'll post a picture one day, one of both of us since I've changed a lot, too.
       I feel fat today though. I know I'm not, but I guess it was the latte and what I ate that made me feel this way. Ugh!
OH YEAH!!! I almost forgot! Naruto is getting pretty close to the end! Oh man, I don't want it to end yet... but I wanna know what happens!!! :D Any one just as excited as me?! Dang, and Vampire Knight is getting all sorts of awesomer, too! And since I buy the Furuba manga I'm still waiting for volume 22 to come out... almost done, too! Jeez! Then I gotta get what: 8, 9, & 10 of Elemental Gelade as well!?! I'm behind... T-T
       I got my license now~! ^_^ and-and I'm almost finished with school! I've got 19.5 credits left! Woot! After all this time, damn I'm behind on everything! What else-Avatar was awesome!!! It ended so well! Cherry Juice was cute. Loveless, still waiting for the latest manga to come out. 

         Well since I can't think of anything else that's new, I'll just head off now... I can't wait for dinner tonight though!!! My Jakun is making me cheezeburgerzzzz! Vegetarian ones! :D

Love ya!
-Saara 
 

[edit]
I made a picture of my lover and my doggie Jun. It's dorky, but it's cute. And James... if you even read my livejournal don't make fun of me for it cause I was just fooling around on photobucket. >P
img.photobucket.com/albums/v650/cwgrl_pnk/CIMG1242-1.jpg

[edit #2]
Here is one of both of us! :D
img.photobucket.com/albums/v650/cwgrl_pnk/CIMG1249-1.jpg
 
 
Current Mood: working
 
 
Sara さら

So to make up for it, I'm going to start writing again [besides, I miss all you guys]. I have had so much happen between my last post until now that there would enough written here for a book! Instead, I'm just going to list the best parts of last year and what's currently going on with me :P
  • I'm still with James, we've had two break-ups over stupid things, but we're together none the less. <3 We're still learning about eachother and everyday we see more differences, but love is making us stay.
  • Princess [my horse] got really, really sick last year and for a couple months the options kept getting better or worse. Almost had to put her down, and then one day this strange vet came out [seemed drunk] and made her all better. I was so happy, and still am. 
  • I've been going to raves and they're fun as hell! I went to EDC08, that was my first one a little after gay pride. My second one was Monster Massive 08, this one was the best! And my last one was TOA08, I got really sick so I didn't care for this one too much. 
  • I still have all my animals: My cat Dakito, my snakes Ayame and Suki, Princess, my dog Jun, and my guinea pig Petunia. 
  • Valentine's day was the best one ever this year! I was spoiled and everything went fine. <333 I totally love my bishonen boy!
Well, I've got to get off because I'm about to head out. 

But it was nice catching up with you! :O

Lemme know what's new with you, too! Okay?!

Love,
Saara. 
 
 
Current Mood: busy
 
 
Sara さら
06 June 2008 @ 02:35 am
So yeah, James and I are dating! Woot!

Except
- We're only dating for a week to see if we really want to be with eachother. 

So next Wednesday at 2:13, we will make our decision. 
Which is a big risk since, what if we have opposing answers? 
Will it risk our friendship? 
Not sure, but we have until then to see. 
Hopefully, nothing happens, except maybe things go well. 

Wish us luck? =]

-Sara
 
 
Current Mood: uncomfortable