After that call that ended in haste, my heart fell to pieces.
I couldn't even remember what I had said to ruin things.
I must've made him really mad, to have him hang up on me like that.
I just don't recall everything that happened.

I hate guys. 
They think we're so stupid, and even more when intoxicated.
I really do hope that little punk cried like the others say.
He deserved every painful word I said thinking I would spread my legs for him.

Upon waking up this morning, earlier than I wanted to wake up
I sent an apology via text to my lover. 
I tried to sleep once more, but awoke soon after.
I decided to call since Charizard had been silent. (my ringtone for texts is the GB Charizard sound)

On the second call, he answered and I said sorry the best I could.
He said he was fine with it. 
I didn't believe him. 
Especially when he hung up faster than usual.

My heart was tearing at this point. 
I hate apoligizing to people who won't accept it. 
Right then, letting go seemed nice.
But holding on, is always easier.

So after my shower, I treated myself to a movie.
Monsters vs Aleins wasn't really that funny...
Kids were crying too... one right next to me.
Bad expierence. 

And when I got to the movies there was this black mustang,
They went on my turn at the 4-way stop and taunted me.
I just drove where I was headed,
They decided to harrass me though.

They followed me until they saw I wasn't going to do anything.
I must have bored them.
So they left after a little bit.
I didn't want to park until they did anyways.

Sitting at home now, just typing this.
He seems to have accepted my apology now,
Since we've been talking halfway through the movie.
But things are still touchy.

Talking about it, I still don't remember though.
I feel like an idiot. 
But I'm smarter than that.
Just clumsier than usual.

Hopefully things will blow over soon.
But its not so breezy.
Things aren't so fun.
Just disappear.